Look at Me directed by and starring Taylor Olson was one of the films we had the chance to watch at Slamdance. The film is based on a stage play by Taylor called, “Heavy,” follows an actor struggling with a lot. Taylor actually made the film over the course of a year and half because they wanted to really embody the character. You can read the synopsis below:

Look At Me is a fictional autobiography about Taylor, a deeply insecure, socially performative, bisexual actor struggling with bulimia. Taylor searches endlessly for validation on his journey to find someone who truly loves and sees him, only to embark on an unwitting journey of self-love in the midst of his eating disorder relapse.

The film balances between different aspect ratios to really get us in the mindset of the character. I think this really added to the overall effect of the character feeling constrained and almost boxed in. There are artistic approaches that make you appreciate the story as well add understanding to how this person feels. Taylor was also able to show off a range that was impressive as you saw this character try to hide so much baggage. We see a character that is trying to bottle it all up but there are also moments where you see how they’re actually feeling. The story is heavily centered on Taylor and needs a skilled actor to really put all that on the screen, which I think they accomplished.

It’s an emotional and heavy film that left me thinking about how much they had to endure and also led me to reflect on my life. A lot of the artistic choices from the aspect ratio changes to the black and white choice make it a standout. The different perspectives as things were unfolding really helped to put us in the Taylor’s shoes. I also enjoy that at times it did feel like a play as we are just there with Taylor. It’s almost like we are in therapy with them, giving it a very intimate feel. The moments also feel like memories and fragments of Taylor’s past, while also looking to the future. All of these aspects along with the stylistic cinematography make it a great film about self-discovery and appreciation of oneself and those around them. I’m excited to see what Taylor Olson will do next!

We give Look At Me 3/5.